So this song. Its nice n all but its the intro that connected. Forgiving yourself the first step to getting over the past. From this scar on my arm to the fact my best friend (in the passenger seat of the tumblr pic) gone MIA on me. Such a common theme in my life really. From bringing people back into my life like they supposed to be here to snitching to falling thru on promises. I def deserve worst friend of 2k17. I would've said spring semester but the way this summer going its def all 2k17.
Friends I was hanging out with everyday a week ago don't even text me back today. They let the snap streak continue a couple days after they stopped texting back then let that go to.
Yes I still fucking think about you everyday. But I did delete all of our pictures off of photo booth today. I think that's the last of it. Really been craving contact with a person. Guess Im supposed to like build a relationship with someone. Get to know someone new. Idk why but that shit don't happen often at all. As much as I want it though I don't think I really need it.
This the wave I been on. My friend sent me Kevin Abstracts MTV1987 mixtape the day it came out... the day I was packing my stuff to move out my house and start college. He's got his own show in Viceland now. I fucking love Viceland. This part is just so I can type this out.
i forgive myself
its alot easier said then done but here's my best try
